LAYING IN WEIGHT HMM I MEAN WAIT

It is true, totally true that a relationship without GOD / JESUS CHRIST will only have sin in it. When you know Jesus Christ and you have him at the centre then we are able to conquer and put the flesh under submission and love each other the way Christ love us . Courting is a beautiful thing but sometimes we can make it ugly and sinful, not the way its suppose to be just to fulfill fleshly desires that’s all it is fleshly desires. For me and my soon to be youth husband that is one battle the devil thinks he is going to conquer but boy is he fooling himself . The Lord has been so good to us that he reminds us when we are doing too much and when i mean too much i don't mean fornication but every hug counts you know. I often wonder how others have conquered that aspect of their courting , i mean we are not the traditional parents go out with you kind of couple , so we really have to lean on the Lord, and the DESIRE  to be married to each other  is getting stronger , it’s getting stronger with every prayer, every smile, every laugh, every moment, every trial, every day i just want to scream because this love is consuming me it’s so much love my cup is spilling over with love  . I want to be that virtuous woman that God has called me to be , i want to take care of him and our household, be wise in the Lord, reverencing the Lord , becoming a woman after Gods heart.

Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character

 ^10 [b]A wife of noble character who can find? 
   She is worth far more than rubies. 
¹¹ Her husband has full confidence in her 
   and lacks nothing of value. 
¹² She brings him good, not harm, 
   all the days of her life. 
¹³ She selects wool and flax 
   and works with eager hands. 
¹⁴ She is like the merchant ships, 
   bringing her food from afar. 
¹⁵ She gets up while it is still night; 
   she provides food for her family 
   and portions for her female servants. 
¹⁶ She considers a field and buys it; 
   out of her earnings she plants a vineyard. 
¹⁷ She sets about her work vigorously; 
   her arms are strong for her tasks. 
¹⁸ She sees that her trading is profitable, 
   and her lamp does not go out at night. 
¹⁹ In her hand she holds the distaff 
   and grasps the spindle with her fingers. 
²⁰ She opens her arms to the poor 
   and extends her hands to the needy. 
²¹ When it snows, she has no fear for her household; 
   for all of them are clothed in scarlet. 
²² She makes coverings for her bed; 
   she is clothed in fine linen and purple. 
²³ Her husband is respected at the city gate, 
   where he takes his seat among the elders of the land. 
²⁴ She makes linen garments and sells them, 
   and supplies the merchants with sashes. 
²⁵ She is clothed with strength and dignity; 
   she can laugh at the days to come. 
²⁶ She speaks with wisdom, 
   and faithful instruction is on her tongue. 
²⁷ She watches over the affairs of her household 
   and does not eat the bread of idleness. 
²⁸ Her children arise and call her blessed; 
   her husband also, and he praises her: 
²⁹ “Many women do noble things, 
   but you surpass them all.” 
³⁰ Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; 
   but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised. 
³¹ Honor her for all that her hands have done, 
   and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

And this is the woman I desire to be!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are waiting on the Lord but sometimes its feels like we are WEIGHTING  ... But we have made a stand for holiness and righteousness and pure unadulterated love and sometimes we may become too consume in each other and that’s when the enemy sets the bait for us but we have to remember to......  "WATCH AND PRAY LEST YE FALL INTO TEMPTATION” 

Oh Lord I pray you make a way for us, I can’t wait to be next to him to be Mrs. Nelson to be his FINALLY.

I can only wait and lean upon God , praying the Lord take my desires because I’m not going to lie I am human and yes sex is a beautiful act by God it’s a form of worship that is only consecrated for MARRIAGE , and we intend to wait till marriage . A one minute or a onetime sin is not worth it, it’s not worth what God has put together, and I believe sometimes US as GOD'S people can definitely at times mess up Gods plan for us or delay it. 

BUT I DECLARE THAT MY SOON TO BE YOUTH HUSBAND AND I WILL LAY IN WAIT AND WE WILL WAIT PATIENTLY AND KEEP OURSELVES CLEAN HOLY PURE AND ACCEPTABLE UNTO GOD, THAT HE WILL BLESS US ABUNDANTLY AND CONTINUE TO BE THE CENTER OF OUR RELATIONSHIP AS WE CONTINUE TO GROW IN HIM AND WITH EACH OTHER, LOVING EACH OTHER AS CHRIST LOVES US AND AS WE LOVE THE LORD :-)

For the trials and blessings ahead i am ready , I am ready to completely depend upon the Lord , to completely love this man that God has given me , ready to be his support , ready to watch and pray so we will NEVER  fall into temptation , ready to do away with every fleshly desire , ready to place his feelings and his being above mine , ready to take care of this wonderful man, ready to love him unconditionally, ready to start a life with my love , ready to be the couple God has called us to be a couple for Christ , READY !!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM JUST READY